“God is greater than the highs and lows.”
This is my new tattoo. It describes everything that I have been going through in 2014… simply, highs and lows. But regardless of all the highs and the lows that I am going through, no matter what I will always have God. By far, this tattoo is the most special to me.
This year so far has been such a roller coaster. And we are only in the month of April, I know! But like they say, “what doesn’t kill you, will only make you stronger!” And I am stronger. Everyday I find my strength and I am proud of how far I have come because I earned it. I’m a strong woman!
2014 has really taught me a lot about myself. I have learned to deal with many things on my own. Learning the woman that I am becoming and embracing all that comes along with it! I have recently overcome anxiety and anger issues that I was suffering from for years, but was never fully aware of it until I lost someone in my life. I am much better now. I realize that the person that I was allowing myself to become was pushing people away, making me bitter, and making others not want to be around me. I needed to change that. I needed to become a better, happy, and lovable person because living my life in this constant shadow was getting me nowhere. With months of therapy, support from my friends and family, and the strength within myself I was able to overcome all of that. And I am happy to be here writing to all of you and sharing my experience. I am not ashamed of who I am, or who I was. There is always time for change, it is never too late. Start today and see what tomorrow can bring you! You will be happy that you did it… whatever it may be!